Wake me up in this erroneous dream

Bring me back into the reality of the beam

Blasting the volume of this broken-hearted song

Hoping that I’ll be deaf to my own despair for that long

Trusting is suicidal

Like permanent fatal

I’m choking in my own salty tears

Because I can feel that our ending is near

Maybe one day when we meet again

We can make things right by then


I’ve been given another wonderful award called “Starlight blogger award” by none other than poetry and chocolate and books! (Most of my awards came from her) Please do check her blog and I promise it’s worth it 😉 I am really thankful and shocked at the same time, whenever a co-blogger gives me these kinds of recognition 😀 It just warms my cold heart ❤

Nominations Rules:

Nominate your 6 favorite bloggers! In your nominees I would like for you to think at the light emanating from the stars the ones that truly touch your soul with their work, the ones that are the light for you a true STARLIGHT Blogger.

Rules for the STARLIGHT Blogger Award:

Thank the giver and link their Blog to your post.

Answer the 3 original questions and then the 3 new questions from your nominator given to you.

Please pass the award on to 6 or more other Bloggers of your choice and let them know that they have been nominated by you.

Include the logo of the award in a post or on your Blog, please never alter the logo, never change the 3 original questions answer that first then answer the 3 new questions from your nominator and never change the Award rules.

Please don’t delete this note:

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Q&A: (original questions)

  1. If you could meet anyone from throughout history. Who and why?

– I want to meet and be friends with Elizabeth Cady Staton! An early advocate for women’s rights movement in the 19th century. Her beliefs were really awesome. Which includes women’s parental and custody rights, employment and income rights, divorce, the economic health of the family, voting rights and even birth control 😀 But seriously, who wouldn’t want to meet this fearless woman?

  1. What is your favourite book and why?

The one book that I can read one hundred times would be, Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher 😀 Why? Because I can very much relate to Hannah Baker… (You can read the book to have an idea on why I can relate to her) This book made me realize the fact that, we’re really not alone. We can reach out to others and ask help from them.

  1. Who is your favourite fiction character from any medium and why?

– Rosie Dunne from Love, Rosie written by Cecelia Ahern. She dreamed big of owning a hotel of her own but unfortunately that dream delayed due to an unexpected baby and the Dad was more unfortunate for her, because he is a douche bag for just running away from them. But this baby made her a woman, a stronger and dauntless one! Got hurt from the past but still chose to love. I just got irritated by her and Alex (his bestfriend/ love of her life) when they keep denying and hiding their affection from each other. But the real reason why I loved Rosie is because, despite of the challenges that came her way. She still pursued her dream and she didn’t give up!

Here are some of the awesome quotes from Rosie and Alex ❤

“It was not an ordinary friendship we were inseparable yet constantly being separated.”

“No matter where you are or what you’re doing or who you’re with- it doesn’t matter; it doesn’t change it, I always have and I always will, honestly, truly, completely, love you.”

“Choosing the person you want to share your life with is one of the most important decisions any of us makes. Ever. Because when it’s wrong, it turns your life to grey. And sometimes, sometimes you don’t even notice until you wake up one morning, and realize years have gone by.”

And lastly, my favorite of them all!

“You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.”

Q&A: (pcb’s questions)

1) Who is/are the starlight of your life?

– The starlight of my life would be my aunt. (I’ve been mentioning her on my other awards) She really just inspires me to “dream big” and not be a mediocre when aiming a goal, whether it is for the long run or short run.

2) Emotional strength or physical strength? Who is stronger and why?

– For an emotional person like me, I would choose emotional strength. Emotions can immensely affect your performance and even your health. When you’re sad it’s either you don’t have the appetite to eat or you eat like a dinosaur. When you’re happy it also reflect on your actions. Physical strength is really something, but the mind or emotions are more in control of the body.

3) Your life’s motto?

– “Smile” even when there’s no reason to do it.

“Believe in yourself” because how can others believe you? If you don’t even believe in yourself.


1) What is that one place that makes you feel nostalgic all of a sudden?

2) Who is your favorite author and why?

3) What is/are your asset/s?

My nominees are..

Abyssbrain                             Toutons Tubas and Other Tales

Maria                                      Asil Acasio

Sophie Kat                             JA Lopez

Caitlyn (A Little Daydreamer)

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!! (Allergic to “e” Challenge)

One of my favorite bloggers nominated me for this challenge, poetry and chocolate and books, and all I can say is “Y you do this to me?” I love using the letter “e”! Even your blog’s name have the letter “e” in it. Why eliminate such letter? Without “e” even the word “letter” I cannot spell out, and “better” and “come” in “better days to come” or even my favorite show “The Walking Dead” and my favorite words are “dead” and “death”. (Honestly, I don’t know why) But the true mastermind of this challenge is Asil Acasio! (Why kababayan? Whyyyy?) but it is a very clever idea for a challenge 🙂 So thank you pcb for nominating me 😀

Anywho, enough of my ranting and on with the challenge! But first here are the rules..


1) Write a whole paragraph without any word containing the letter “e”

2) By reading this you are already signed up.

3) Challenge at least five bloggers to do the challenge. They must do it within 24 hours or it is considered as failure.

4) If you fail or pass, suffer in the Page of Lame.

5) If you win, wallow in the Page of Fame.

6) You can check your standings on my menu, Your Standings.

My paragraph: (You can read this using a rich kid’s/maarte voice)

I don’t want to say it or think about it. Kaya magkokonyo ako BWAHAHA! I think I’ll go to Mcdonald’s nalang.. Bili anything that is yummy! But my Lola wants tuyo so badly! Ah! I know naaaa! Play bato bato pick with my Lola para di na siya magpabuy ng tuyo! Always naman siyang talo HAHA But all I got is a batok!

For those who doesn’t understand konyo:


I don’t want to say it or think about it. So I will use both the Filipino and English Language BWAHAHA! I think I’ll go to Mcdonald’s.. Buy anything that is yummy! But my Grandmother wants dried fish so badly! Ah! I know! I will challenge her in a rock, paper and scissors match, so that she will not demand dried fish. Anyways, she always loses against me HAHA But all I got is a knock on the head!

That was strenuous! (Yes I know! That paragraph sucks!)

My “lucky” nominees:

The blog of Tony Burgees



Just call me france


Love you guys! hehe ❤


You’re throwing me again, in this dark cold cave

And here I am pretending to be brave

Even if you’re leading me to my own grave

In your eyes, I am a knave

You really are under her spell

She really is the Queen of Hell!

I wish that someday you’d get out of that cell

Hoping that soon, you will be well..


What does it feel like to have a family?

Is it really that happy?

The belongingness..

Never ending love and tenderness

The security..

Knowing that there’s always someone to back you up quickly

The generosity..

Unconditional love that is given endlessly

Like a blissful story..

That has an ending that is always schmaltzy

Like triple caramel cake..

It’s so sweet, that I want to puke a lake

Like a carousel ride..

Safe but mundane, that I rather refer to a roller coaster that’s like a wild tide