Author: Nicole Alexandra Chua

My first love was writing short stories and poems, at the age of 7 years old. (and still is) I got caught up on all the tragedies of life and forgotten all about it... But now, I have combined my sadness, anger, misfortunes and whatnot to my writing. Aside from writing poems, I also have a degree in Business Economics from Far Eastern University- Makati & currently exploring the Banking & Finance Industry. I can play the piano (a bit), can sing (a little) and a sucker for novels and self-help books ( a lot). I hope that I can inspire the writer in you! <3 Enjoy my sadness!! God Bless! email: IG: chuapandaaa

The Sky & The Sun

The Sky is crying again

I wonder who caused her pain?

The Sun hasn’t visited since days

Her longing for light might decay

Leaves dancing to the sound of the wind

Clouds hiding the Sky’s sorrows from behind

Birds singing rainbows of tomorrow 

An afternoon sunshine, may She borrow?

Sheets of rain, changing weather 

Rippling moonlight on water

Rolling peals of thunder

Until the Sun won’t matter…



Will I see you in my heaven?

Where songs of forgiveness are written

Ripples of water dancing vividly

Raindrops racing briskly

Dandelions gently kisses your wary hands

Tide wears dove-grey sands

Fathomless memories gathered in God’s Labyrinth

I hope I won’t forget you, my sweet Hyacinth…


Suffocating myself with this crippling anxiety

Mr. Depression never fails to remind me of my misery

Sadness is the ocean that’s waiting to drown me

Noxious souls sing to me a song of self-slaughter, in between

The petals from the rose of hope are falling quietly

Don’t make a sound, and go peacefully…

For Mom & Dad

Sorry Mom & Dad
If I still hate you most of time

Sorry Mom & Dad
If I choose my bestfriends over you

Sorry Mom & Dad
If I don’t say “I love you” anymore

Sorry Mom & Dad
If I still cry during my birthday, bec that was also your wedding anniversary

Sorry Mom & Dad
If I still miss the three of us

Sorry Mom & Dad
If I still pray for us to come back…


Do you still remember me?

The rose that you picked up from the Garden of Eve

You were this little boy who fell from a tree

Despite my thorns, you set me free

Painted with affection, loved me thee

But weariness came to visit you one day

And Aphrodite took me away…

What is Love?

If I were to define love,
It would be colorless
Until someone comes along
Paint it with the color of their soul

If I were to define love,
It would be unconditional
Without limitations, without expectations
Even if their happiness comes from someone else

If I were to define love,
It would be hope
“Hope he’s okay, hope he can sleep well after a tiring day, hope he misses me like I miss him.”

If I were to define love,
It would be poetry
When you can only express it through words
Because even if you try so hard, you can’t do it in action

If I were to define love,
It would be forgiveness
Freeing yourself from the pain that a certain person caused you
It is for you, not for anybody else

The Owl & The Raven

A curious Raven flew in the midnight dreary

Caught his eye, was a snowy white Owl that looks weary

The Raven was captured by the sadness trapped in her eyes

Until he sang a couple of lullabies

The Owl was healed by this sweet emotion

Soon they became each other’s devotion

How pure and sacred is their dwelling place

And together moonbeams they chase

But one night, The Raven didn’t fly to the woods

The Owl waited and worried he was bruised

She collected eggs and nestling of other birds

But The Raven didn’t come back, she is now out of words

Until she turned her head toward the trunk of the tree

And falls through the moonbeams that they once kissed thee

Little Mermaid

Deep into the ocean lies an enchanting mermaid
She is delighted, for today is her birthday

Her only wish is to go to the dry lands
And one day be with a Prince waiting for her on the sand

She dreamt of this handsome boy
Knowing that he will bring her joy

But realizing he doesn’t possess a fishtail
A sacrifice she’s going to make….

Swimming through the inky cave of the Sea Witch
In exchange of her sweet hymns
She gave her a potion that would switch her fishtail to limbs

Off she goes leaving with pain and exhilaration
Now the Prince is her only obligation

They met, eye to eye
The Prince fell for her eyes as blue as the sky

Days, weeks, months past by…
Little mermaid and The Prince are on sky high

A beautiful amber ring shining on little mermaid’s hand
Then in an instant everything went black
The Sea Witch grinning while holding the head of the Prince behind her back…

Alice in Wonderland

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
Singing and pretending I’m with a marching band

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
Wondering where paradise is, can someone give me a hand?

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
Following a white rabbit down an eerie hole, I don’t quite understand…

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
Waiting for me is a madman that wears a tall black hat

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
Eating cake and drinking tea, for happiness I demand!

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
A broad fixed grinned cat appears when I’m stuck in the shifting sands

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
The King and Queen of Hearts leading me back to the heedless land

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
“Time to wake up!” Another reality to withstand…