Alice in Wonderland

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
Singing and pretending I’m with a marching band

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
Wondering where paradise is, can someone give me a hand?

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
Following a white rabbit down an eerie hole, I don’t quite understand…

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
Waiting for me is a madman that wears a tall black hat

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
Eating cake and drinking tea, for happiness I demand!

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
A broad fixed grinned cat appears when I’m stuck in the shifting sands

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
The King and Queen of Hearts leading me back to the heedless land

Am I Alice in Wonderland?
“Time to wake up!” Another reality to withstand…


Watching the sea form ripples of water

Touching me, until my senses won’t matter

With this shore of sorrow,

Still drained after tomorrow

Poignant emotions swimming

Take a bow, lies dripping…

Floating on egoistic desires

Where freedom and happiness are not for hire

Dive into the ocean of iniquity

Soon you’ll fall into the depth of servility

Black dress

Weave your spell for my tilted cloth

Trapped in your enchantment that is froth

Draw a pattern to fool me, Dear

I hope I wake up before your apparition’s near

Chaotic mind, tornado of feelings

A soul that seeks healing

When will this cycle end?

I’ll just trade this black dress for a faithful friend…


I built a tower almost touching the sky

For no coward man can reach this high

Are you worthy of my love thee?

The only way up is my long braided hair to flee

Any man can say “Rapunzel, Rapunzel, Let down your hair!”

But can they grasp the dragon in me?

That’s a dare…

My only companion is my hymns

Sing along until everyone hears our sins

Just look out for the Enchantress

She can smell if you’re reckless

Climb up ’till you have my heart

Reach for me, until you have my soul’s part…


My thoughts of you is my heroine

Can’t control this addiction, like nicotine

You’re the pen and I am the paper

Scribble on me all your madness, don’t worry it’s safer

Sleeping soundly on your carpet of lies

Can’t you hear my loud cries?

Can someone smell my regret?

I’m wearing the cloak of happiness instead

Emotions always suppressed

But I promise, you won’t see me depressed

Hope is something you can’t take away

And I will rise again!


What does love look like?

Love looks like…
Cooking a meal when you hate doing it
Love looks like…
Sky diving, but forgetting that you’re afraid of heights
Love looks like…
Watching an action-packed movie when you want a romantic one
Love looks like…
Walking from office to your house when you’re goddamn tired
Love looks like…
Pretending to love pistachio ice cream, when all you wanna do is desperately vomit it afterwards
Love looks like…
Knowing his Zodiac sign is not compatible to yours, but you still give it a go
Love looks like…
A cat person loving a dog person
Love looks like…
Forgiving someone who broke your favorite toy
Love looks like…
Missing someone, even if they don’t deserve you
Love looks like…
Caring for someone, even if they don’t know that you exist
Love looks like…
Sacrificing for someone’s happiness, even if the price to pay is yours

Dear Soulmate

Dear Soulmate,
It’s okay if you’re still undecided of what you want to achieve for your career path. Because you’re not alone, I feel the same way. The important thing is that you don’t give up. Also, don’t be afraid to start over again and take risks.

Dear Soulmate,
It’s okay if you don’t have a car yet. I know this would sound cheesy but, I bet walking with you would be hella fun. Plus, it would give us more time to talk about our childhood dreams, zombies, nostalgic songs and movies, zodiac signs, the first horror movie that you’ve watched, your first love… and hoping I’m your last.

Dear Soulmate,
It’s okay if we don’t know each other yet. Because, I still want to experience life by myself. I still want to excel in my chosen career. I still want to pursue my biggest dream. I want to learn how to love myself, first. So that when the right time comes, I know it will be you.

And we will both be whole…


Winter morning came to an end

Tired souls dreamed to mend

March’s Spring came to bloom

Hearts still feel the deepest gloom

Feelings stuck in this Summer daze

This spirit longs for your warm embrace

Autumn foliage has just begun

Catch me in this earthly span…