ANXIOUSNESS

Is this soul meant to be alone?

I pray that the answer is not always unknown

Is this soul meant to be kept in the dark?

I crave for someone’s watermark

Is this soul meant to be wounded?

I can feel my heart slowly being diluted…

Is this soul meant to be sad?

When can I have what others had?

Is this soul meant to be unloved?

But then I see You from above…

WIDE AWAKE

Wake up, Sleeping Beauty!

From your false dream & fantasy

Wake up, Sleeping Beauty!

Don’t wait for the Prince to do that for you until eternity

Wake up, Sleeping Beauty!

They only care about you, ‘coz you’re pretty

Wake up, Sleeping Beauty!

No one loves you unconditionally

Wake up, Sleeping Beauty!

And start living in reality…

YOU ALONE

Tip toeing into the depths of death

Until I ran out of stealth

Desperately hiding my vulnerability

Covering it with bravery

Longing for your formidable exterior…

Can you digest my diabolical interior?

Anyone can summon the demon in me

But only you can tame it, until it flee

I was addicted by your mystery

Until I lost my sanity

The Wolf and The Moon

I am the wolf and you are the moon

Just a glimpse of you makes me swoon

I am the wolf and you are the moon

I always cry out for you, like a kid that lost his balloon

I am the wolf and you are the moon

This is the last time I’ll chase you in a desperate tune

I am the wolf and you are the moon

This is my last time to dream for you to come back soon

Prisoner

These doleful words that you will encounter

Are for my beloved insensitive souls to devour

I didn’t volunteer for this nightmare

No one wants to be in a dark lair

This frigid soul just wants a pinch of your warmth

To be caught by your treacherous arms

You got me but with a slack heart

I’m indecisive and you’re inconsistent,

what a perfect match we are!

Can someone give me a potion?

To forget this petty emotion

To be free from this prison,

Grant me my extradition

Choose

My mind insists to be busy

My heart still finds meaning

My mind demands that I have to forget

My heart pleads that I’ll regret

My mind commands to go back into reality

My heart hopes that it will still end up like a romantic movie

My mind says I have to let go

My heart utters just wait a little more

TIME

Sometimes I want to leave this century

Most of the time I want to go to an age when people are just genuine and happy

Sometimes I compare myself to the “Great Depression”

Most of the time, I’m always with this recession

Sometimes I get jealous of the Berlin Wall

Most of the time I’m thinking, when will mine fall?

Sometimes I envy Wars that ended

Most of the time I’m thinking, when will the War inside me be disconnected?