ANXIOUSNESS

Is this soul meant to be alone?

I pray that the answer is not always unknown

Is this soul meant to be kept in the dark?

I crave for someone’s watermark

Is this soul meant to be wounded?

I can feel my heart slowly being diluted…

Is this soul meant to be sad?

When can I have what others had?

Is this soul meant to be unloved?

But then I see You from above…

My State of Mind

Getting cold in this dungeon of sadness

My soul longs for the warmth of happiness

What can suffice this monstrous yet ineffable emotion?

The ghost of my nostalgia is always creeping in motion

My cathartic state has a vampiric relationship with my darkest corner

Yet, I don’t want to be a loner…

WIDE AWAKE

Wake up, Sleeping Beauty!

From your false dream & fantasy

Wake up, Sleeping Beauty!

Don’t wait for the Prince to do that for you until eternity

Wake up, Sleeping Beauty!

They only care about you, ‘coz you’re pretty

Wake up, Sleeping Beauty!

No one loves you unconditionally

Wake up, Sleeping Beauty!

And start living in reality…

YOU ALONE

Tip toeing into the depths of death

Until I ran out of stealth

Desperately hiding my vulnerability

Covering it with bravery

Longing for your formidable exterior…

Can you digest my diabolical interior?

Anyone can summon the demon in me

But only you can tame it, until it flee

I was addicted by your mystery

Until I lost my sanity

The Wolf and The Moon

I am the wolf and you are the moon

Just a glimpse of you makes me swoon

I am the wolf and you are the moon

I always cry out for you, like a kid that lost his balloon

I am the wolf and you are the moon

This is the last time I’ll chase you in a desperate tune

I am the wolf and you are the moon

This is my last time to dream for you to come back soon

Dismal Tale

Drown me in pain until I’m soaked with anger

Don’t wait until I’m famished in a chamber

Throw me to your sea of emptiness

Until I’m full of loneliness

Your love for me disappeared with the ether

Like all the run away creatures

I’m no damsel in distress

Because there’s no knight in shining armor, I guess

I’ll just fight my own battle

To stop this juvenile prattle

Prisoner

These doleful words that you will encounter

Are for my beloved insensitive souls to devour

I didn’t volunteer for this nightmare

No one wants to be in a dark lair

This frigid soul just wants a pinch of your warmth

To be caught by your treacherous arms

You got me but with a slack heart

I’m indecisive and you’re inconsistent,

what a perfect match we are!

Can someone give me a potion?

To forget this petty emotion

To be free from this prison,

Grant me my extradition

COMPELLED

You’re throwing me again, in this dark cold cave

And here I am pretending to be brave

Even if you’re leading me to my own grave

In your eyes, I am a knave

You really are under her spell

She really is the Queen of Hell!

I wish that someday you’d get out of that cell

Hoping that soon, you will be well..