Hindi na Sayo

Saan ako magsisimula?

Kung wala naman tayong inumpisahan…

Ginawa ko ng tubig yung kape

Oo alam ko, wala kang pake!

Wala ka din namang pake nung nalunod ako,

Sa mga salita na binitawan mo

Gaya ng “Nandito lang ako para sayo”

O yung paborito mong “Time will tell how much I love you.” g*g*!

Aminado ako at di ko pagkakaila

Na may mga panahon na pinasaya mo ako, Sinta…

Noong araw ng mga puso,

Unang beses mong pinaramdam na mahalaga ako

Mga rosas na kasing bango ng pag asa ko sayo

At mga tsokolateng kasing tamis ng mga kasinungalingan mo

Di din pala magpapahuli ang sulat kamay na binigay mo…

Ang mga nakasulat ba doon ay talagang galing sa puso?

Lalo nung unang gabi na magkasama tayo

Umamin ka na gusto mo ako

Higit pa sa kaibigan…

At alam ko eto ang laro na palagi kong gusto salihan

Kahit mga mata mo’y hindi lang nakatingin sakin,

Pero pinag pasensyahan kita at yan ang malaki kong “bakit?”

Kahit magkasama tayo ngunit ang puso mo’y iba ang hinahanap,

Pero para sakin alam kong darating ang araw na ako’y magiging iyong pangarap

Kahit nung mga panahon na pinakita mo na sakin kung sino ka talaga,

Pero tinanggap kita, hindi parin ba sapat yun? Puny*ta!

Kahit merong kumakalat na balita na meron ka nang iba,

Pero pinagtanggol kita, dahil sayo’y may natitira pang tiwala

Kahit may nakita pa akong litrato ninyo ng bago mong trip na babae,

Pero eto ako umaasang magbibigay ka ng dahilan para di ako umuwing luhaan

Kahit wala kang pake na pinagmukha mo akong tanga,

Pero wala eh, hindi mo pala talaga ako mahal… sana napansin ko agad

Kahit ilang beses mong binasag ang puso ko,

Pero eto parin ako aayusin ito at ibibigay ng buo

Kahit pinaiyak mo ako ng maraming gabi pati araw,

Pero eto ako umaasa na makakalimutan ka balang araw

Kahit isa ka na naman sa mga lalaki na napadaan lang,

Pero eto ako hindi titigil magmahal



Pain is the fluid that runs in my blood

Keeps me alive like flood

Your silver light made me vulnerable

Being calm with you is inevitable

But just like day you turned into night

I thought you were my knight

But just like the others, I need to fight

Saving myself from my chaotic feelings

Until I finally find healing

Beauty and The Beast

In a small cottage lived an old man and his beautiful daughter

Protecting her from every man of slaughter

One dark and foggy night

The old man visited the grave of his wife

Wishing from the gods that they should’ve not taken her life

A rustling sound came from his behind

There comes the Beast, not one with mankind

“I believe you have something that would delight.”

The beast said, his voice with might!

“Th-There’s nothing that would suffice your hunger, Beast.”

Uttered the old man with fear

“Too late, beautiful Belle sacrificed herself for you to live longer.”

Then the Beast went forth, left the old man with tremor

Belle’s waiting for him and when she saw him she wince

Surprised by the story that he was once a handsome prince

With each passing day, they fell deeper into each other

Belle loved the Beast unconditionally whatever’s the weather

After their wedding day, she decided to give him her humanity

In exchange of her mortality

The Beast was happy he’s a man again

But saw Belle dead with open veins and
felt a pang of pain

Then cried tears until he’s insane…

The Ocean and The Sky

The ocean and the sky fell in love with each other

Blue is the color that they chose for one another

There are times when the ocean almost dried up

And the sky cried just to fill her up

But the sky can’t get rid of his wispy white clouds

And the ocean can’t control the caps of waves that splashes to the rocks, so loud

They want to touch,

But all they can do is stare, that’s not much

With a love that’s eternity or maybe infinity?

And that’s their only certainty…


Addicted by the sweetness of your lies

Until it’s too late for me to realize

Drowning from this indelible feeling

Trapped in this emotional reeling

Finding an escape route

I want to kill the cause, it’s root…

The words that I crave to hear

Your voice as poetic as it can be

To be awake with this confusion

Or be in slumber with only a conclusion

Let Me Be

Burry my heart with this phony love

I followed those trail of lies from above

A mysterious soul that made you curious

Getting her felt glorious

My words are blocked by my emotions

You look enticing with those potions

I endured several layers of suffering

And yet you send me shivering

Why do you keep doing this to me?

If you’re not devoted, then let me be…


Temporary bliss in exchange of eternal suffering

Kings and Queens of the present, slaves of damnation governing

Ravenous for gold and silver

They want it all, not a big giver

Until they feel hollow

And they see the world shallow…

Here comes the reaper

Bringing their souls deeper

Into the phases of hell

Wrecked souls bid farewell


My hymns of lamentation,

Demanding to hear this meditation

In tune with the tones of pain

Not too long for you to feel it and regain

Singing these sorrows from the heart

Which one was your favorite part?

You can choose an instrument to break me

But I’m already wrecked, can’t you see?

So come here, where emotions are mute

Play the chords of one dusty lute

Let’s form a band that performs poignantly

Until everyone hears our track of grieving