What Happened to Us?

People give in exchange of moral dessert

Would you give in, or go berserk?

People urging about positivity

Just for the sake of levity

People might wait a little longer

Some might be weaker, some might be stronger

Do you think we all deserve this?

There’s much to reminisce…


Will I see you in my heaven?

Where songs of forgiveness are written

Ripples of water dancing vividly

Raindrops racing briskly

Dandelions gently kisses your wary hands

Tide wears dove-grey sands

Fathomless memories gathered in God’s Labyrinth

I hope I won’t forget you, my sweet Hyacinth…


Winter morning came to an end

Tired souls dreamed to mend

March’s Spring came to bloom

Hearts still feel the deepest gloom

Feelings stuck in this Summer daze

This spirit longs for your warm embrace

Autumn foliage has just begun

Catch me in this earthly span…

The Ocean and The Sky

The ocean and the sky fell in love with each other

Blue is the color that they chose for one another

There are times when the ocean almost dried up

And the sky cried just to fill her up

But the sky can’t get rid of his wispy white clouds

And the ocean can’t control the caps of waves that splashes to the rocks, so loud

They want to touch,

But all they can do is stare, that’s not much

With a love that’s eternity or maybe infinity?

And that’s their only certainty…


Addicted by the sweetness of your lies

Until it’s too late for me to realize

Drowning from this indelible feeling

Trapped in this emotional reeling

Finding an escape route

I want to kill the cause, it’s root…

The words that I crave to hear

Your voice as poetic as it can be

To be awake with this confusion

Or be in slumber with only a conclusion


Temporary bliss in exchange of eternal suffering

Kings and Queens of the present, slaves of damnation governing

Ravenous for gold and silver

They want it all, not a big giver

Until they feel hollow

And they see the world shallow…

Here comes the reaper

Bringing their souls deeper

Into the phases of hell

Wrecked souls bid farewell


My hymns of lamentation,

Demanding to hear this meditation

In tune with the tones of pain

Not too long for you to feel it and regain

Singing these sorrows from the heart

Which one was your favorite part?

You can choose an instrument to break me

But I’m already wrecked, can’t you see?

So come here, where emotions are mute

Play the chords of one dusty lute

Let’s form a band that performs poignantly

Until everyone hears our track of grieving


I thought I’ll just have like 2-5 followers

I thought no one will press the “like” button

I thought no one will be moved by my poems

I thought my poems where not really poems

I thought no one will know this blog but me

I thought that I won’t have any friends here

But those thoughts were all wrong!

And this is the perfect timing to say a big THANK YOU!

Thank you to the 208 awesome bloggers who thinks my poems are really poems

Thank you for the bloggers who appreciates my poems

Thank you also, for the thoughtful comments

Thank you for the readers for visiting my blog just to check my latest misery

Thank you for the friends that I have here on WordPress

Thank you for the bloggers that inspires me in writing poems

Thank you for all the people who makes me sad

Thank you for keeping up with my sadness

A birthday is not complete without wishes…

I wish to have more years to come for this blog

I wish to gain more friends here on WordPress

I wish that I also inspire other bloggers and readers through my poetry


I’ve been given another wonderful award called “Starlight blogger award” by none other than poetry and chocolate and books! (Most of my awards came from her) Please do check her blog and I promise it’s worth it 😉 I am really thankful and shocked at the same time, whenever a co-blogger gives me these kinds of recognition 😀 It just warms my cold heart ❤

Nominations Rules:

Nominate your 6 favorite bloggers! In your nominees I would like for you to think at the light emanating from the stars the ones that truly touch your soul with their work, the ones that are the light for you a true STARLIGHT Blogger.

Rules for the STARLIGHT Blogger Award:

Thank the giver and link their Blog to your post.

Answer the 3 original questions and then the 3 new questions from your nominator given to you.

Please pass the award on to 6 or more other Bloggers of your choice and let them know that they have been nominated by you.

Include the logo of the award in a post or on your Blog, please never alter the logo, never change the 3 original questions answer that first then answer the 3 new questions from your nominator and never change the Award rules.

Please don’t delete this note:

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Q&A: (original questions)

  1. If you could meet anyone from throughout history. Who and why?

– I want to meet and be friends with Elizabeth Cady Staton! An early advocate for women’s rights movement in the 19th century. Her beliefs were really awesome. Which includes women’s parental and custody rights, employment and income rights, divorce, the economic health of the family, voting rights and even birth control 😀 But seriously, who wouldn’t want to meet this fearless woman?

  1. What is your favourite book and why?

The one book that I can read one hundred times would be, Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher 😀 Why? Because I can very much relate to Hannah Baker… (You can read the book to have an idea on why I can relate to her) This book made me realize the fact that, we’re really not alone. We can reach out to others and ask help from them.

  1. Who is your favourite fiction character from any medium and why?

– Rosie Dunne from Love, Rosie written by Cecelia Ahern. She dreamed big of owning a hotel of her own but unfortunately that dream delayed due to an unexpected baby and the Dad was more unfortunate for her, because he is a douche bag for just running away from them. But this baby made her a woman, a stronger and dauntless one! Got hurt from the past but still chose to love. I just got irritated by her and Alex (his bestfriend/ love of her life) when they keep denying and hiding their affection from each other. But the real reason why I loved Rosie is because, despite of the challenges that came her way. She still pursued her dream and she didn’t give up!

Here are some of the awesome quotes from Rosie and Alex ❤

“It was not an ordinary friendship we were inseparable yet constantly being separated.”

“No matter where you are or what you’re doing or who you’re with- it doesn’t matter; it doesn’t change it, I always have and I always will, honestly, truly, completely, love you.”

“Choosing the person you want to share your life with is one of the most important decisions any of us makes. Ever. Because when it’s wrong, it turns your life to grey. And sometimes, sometimes you don’t even notice until you wake up one morning, and realize years have gone by.”

And lastly, my favorite of them all!

“You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.”

Q&A: (pcb’s questions)

1) Who is/are the starlight of your life?

– The starlight of my life would be my aunt. (I’ve been mentioning her on my other awards) She really just inspires me to “dream big” and not be a mediocre when aiming a goal, whether it is for the long run or short run.

2) Emotional strength or physical strength? Who is stronger and why?

– For an emotional person like me, I would choose emotional strength. Emotions can immensely affect your performance and even your health. When you’re sad it’s either you don’t have the appetite to eat or you eat like a dinosaur. When you’re happy it also reflect on your actions. Physical strength is really something, but the mind or emotions are more in control of the body.

3) Your life’s motto?

– “Smile” even when there’s no reason to do it.

“Believe in yourself” because how can others believe you? If you don’t even believe in yourself.


1) What is that one place that makes you feel nostalgic all of a sudden?

2) Who is your favorite author and why?

3) What is/are your asset/s?

My nominees are..

Abyssbrain                             Toutons Tubas and Other Tales

Maria                                      Asil Acasio

Sophie Kat                             JA Lopez

Caitlyn (A Little Daydreamer)

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!! (Allergic to “e” Challenge)

One of my favorite bloggers nominated me for this challenge, poetry and chocolate and books, and all I can say is “Y you do this to me?” I love using the letter “e”! Even your blog’s name have the letter “e” in it. Why eliminate such letter? Without “e” even the word “letter” I cannot spell out, and “better” and “come” in “better days to come” or even my favorite show “The Walking Dead” and my favorite words are “dead” and “death”. (Honestly, I don’t know why) But the true mastermind of this challenge is Asil Acasio! (Why kababayan? Whyyyy?) but it is a very clever idea for a challenge 🙂 So thank you pcb for nominating me 😀

Anywho, enough of my ranting and on with the challenge! But first here are the rules..


1) Write a whole paragraph without any word containing the letter “e”

2) By reading this you are already signed up.

3) Challenge at least five bloggers to do the challenge. They must do it within 24 hours or it is considered as failure.

4) If you fail or pass, suffer in the Page of Lame.

5) If you win, wallow in the Page of Fame.

6) You can check your standings on my menu, Your Standings.

My paragraph: (You can read this using a rich kid’s/maarte voice)

I don’t want to say it or think about it. Kaya magkokonyo ako BWAHAHA! I think I’ll go to Mcdonald’s nalang.. Bili anything that is yummy! But my Lola wants tuyo so badly! Ah! I know naaaa! Play bato bato pick with my Lola para di na siya magpabuy ng tuyo! Always naman siyang talo HAHA But all I got is a batok!

For those who doesn’t understand konyo:


I don’t want to say it or think about it. So I will use both the Filipino and English Language BWAHAHA! I think I’ll go to Mcdonald’s.. Buy anything that is yummy! But my Grandmother wants dried fish so badly! Ah! I know! I will challenge her in a rock, paper and scissors match, so that she will not demand dried fish. Anyways, she always loses against me HAHA But all I got is a knock on the head!

That was strenuous! (Yes I know! That paragraph sucks!)

My “lucky” nominees:

The blog of Tony Burgees



Just call me france


Love you guys! hehe ❤