My thoughts of you is my heroine
Can’t control this addiction, like nicotine
You’re the pen and I am the paper
Scribble on me all your madness, don’t worry it’s safer
Sleeping soundly on your carpet of lies
Can’t you hear my loud cries?
Can someone smell my regret?
I’m wearing the cloak of happiness instead
Emotions always suppressed
But I promise, you won’t see me depressed
Hope is something you can’t take away
And I will rise again!
What does love look like?
Love looks like…
Cooking a meal when you hate doing it
Love looks like…
Sky diving, but forgetting that you’re afraid of heights
Love looks like…
Watching an action-packed movie when you want a romantic one
Love looks like…
Walking from office to your house when you’re goddamn tired
Love looks like…
Pretending to love pistachio ice cream, when all you wanna do is desperately vomit it afterwards
Love looks like…
Knowing his Zodiac sign is not compatible to yours, but you still give it a go
Love looks like…
A cat person loving a dog person
Love looks like…
Forgiving someone who broke your favorite toy
Love looks like…
Missing someone, even if they don’t deserve you
Love looks like…
Caring for someone, even if they don’t know that you exist
Love looks like…
Sacrificing for someone’s happiness, even if the price to pay is yours
Dear Soulmate,
It’s okay if you’re still undecided of what you want to achieve for your career path. Because you’re not alone, I feel the same way. The important thing is that you don’t give up. Also, don’t be afraid to start over again and take risks.
Dear Soulmate,
It’s okay if you don’t have a car yet. I know this would sound cheesy but, I bet walking with you would be hella fun. Plus, it would give us more time to talk about our childhood dreams, zombies, nostalgic songs and movies, zodiac signs, the first horror movie that you’ve watched, your first love… and hoping I’m your last.
Dear Soulmate,
It’s okay if we don’t know each other yet. Because, I still want to experience life by myself. I still want to excel in my chosen career. I still want to pursue my biggest dream. I want to learn how to love myself, first. So that when the right time comes, I know it will be you.
And we will both be whole…
Winter morning came to an end
Tired souls dreamed to mend
March’s Spring came to bloom
Hearts still feel the deepest gloom
Feelings stuck in this Summer daze
This spirit longs for your warm embrace
Autumn foliage has just begun
Catch me in this earthly span…
Saan ako magsisimula?
Kung wala naman tayong inumpisahan…
Ginawa ko ng tubig yung kape
Oo alam ko, wala kang pake!
Wala ka din namang pake nung nalunod ako,
Sa mga salita na binitawan mo
Gaya ng “Nandito lang ako para sayo”
O yung paborito mong “Time will tell how much I love you.” g*g*!
Aminado ako at di ko pagkakaila
Na may mga panahon na pinasaya mo ako, Sinta…
Noong araw ng mga puso,
Unang beses mong pinaramdam na mahalaga ako
Mga rosas na kasing bango ng pag asa ko sayo
At mga tsokolateng kasing tamis ng mga kasinungalingan mo
Di din pala magpapahuli ang sulat kamay na binigay mo…
Ang mga nakasulat ba doon ay talagang galing sa puso?
Lalo nung unang gabi na magkasama tayo
Umamin ka na gusto mo ako
Higit pa sa kaibigan…
At alam ko eto ang laro na palagi kong gusto salihan
Kahit mga mata mo’y hindi lang nakatingin sakin,
Pero pinag pasensyahan kita at yan ang malaki kong “bakit?”
Kahit magkasama tayo ngunit ang puso mo’y iba ang hinahanap,
Pero para sakin alam kong darating ang araw na ako’y magiging iyong pangarap
Kahit nung mga panahon na pinakita mo na sakin kung sino ka talaga,
Pero tinanggap kita, hindi parin ba sapat yun? Puny*ta!
Kahit merong kumakalat na balita na meron ka nang iba,
Pero pinagtanggol kita, dahil sayo’y may natitira pang tiwala
Kahit may nakita pa akong litrato ninyo ng bago mong trip na babae,
Pero eto ako umaasang magbibigay ka ng dahilan para di ako umuwing luhaan
Kahit wala kang pake na pinagmukha mo akong tanga,
Pero wala eh, hindi mo pala talaga ako mahal… sana napansin ko agad
Kahit ilang beses mong binasag ang puso ko,
Pero eto parin ako aayusin ito at ibibigay ng buo
Kahit pinaiyak mo ako ng maraming gabi pati araw,
Pero eto ako umaasa na makakalimutan ka balang araw
Kahit isa ka na naman sa mga lalaki na napadaan lang,
Pero eto ako hindi titigil magmahal
PERO HINDI NA SAYO…
Pain is the fluid that runs in my blood
Keeps me alive like flood
Your silver light made me vulnerable
Being calm with you is inevitable
But just like day you turned into night
I thought you were my knight
But just like the others, I need to fight
Saving myself from my chaotic feelings
Until I finally find healing
In a small cottage lived an old man and his beautiful daughter
Protecting her from every man of slaughter
One dark and foggy night
The old man visited the grave of his wife
Wishing from the gods that they should’ve not taken her life
A rustling sound came from his behind
There comes the Beast, not one with mankind
“I believe you have something that would delight.”
The beast said, his voice with might!
“Th-There’s nothing that would suffice your hunger, Beast.”
Uttered the old man with fear
“Too late, beautiful Belle sacrificed herself for you to live longer.”
Then the Beast went forth, left the old man with tremor
Belle’s waiting for him and when she saw him she wince
Surprised by the story that he was once a handsome prince
With each passing day, they fell deeper into each other
Belle loved the Beast unconditionally whatever’s the weather
After their wedding day, she decided to give him her humanity
In exchange of her mortality
The Beast was happy he’s a man again
But saw Belle dead with open veins and
felt a pang of pain
Then cried tears until he’s insane…
The ocean and the sky fell in love with each other
Blue is the color that they chose for one another
There are times when the ocean almost dried up
And the sky cried just to fill her up
But the sky can’t get rid of his wispy white clouds
And the ocean can’t control the caps of waves that splashes to the rocks, so loud
They want to touch,
But all they can do is stare, that’s not much
With a love that’s eternity or maybe infinity?
And that’s their only certainty…
Addicted by the sweetness of your lies
Until it’s too late for me to realize
Drowning from this indelible feeling
Trapped in this emotional reeling
Finding an escape route
I want to kill the cause, it’s root…
The words that I crave to hear
Your voice as poetic as it can be
To be awake with this confusion
Or be in slumber with only a conclusion
Burry my heart with this phony love
I followed those trail of lies from above
A mysterious soul that made you curious
Getting her felt glorious
My words are blocked by my emotions
You look enticing with those potions
I endured several layers of suffering
And yet you send me shivering
Why do you keep doing this to me?
If you’re not devoted, then let me be…
