Winter morning came to an end
Tired souls dreamed to mend
March’s Spring came to bloom
Hearts still feel the deepest gloom
Feelings stuck in this Summer daze
This spirit longs for your warm embrace
Autumn foliage has just begun
Catch me in this earthly span…
Saan ako magsisimula?
Kung wala naman tayong inumpisahan…
Ginawa ko ng tubig yung kape
Oo alam ko, wala kang pake!
Wala ka din namang pake nung nalunod ako,
Sa mga salita na binitawan mo
Gaya ng “Nandito lang ako para sayo”
O yung paborito mong “Time will tell how much I love you.” g*g*!
Aminado ako at di ko pagkakaila
Na may mga panahon na pinasaya mo ako, Sinta…
Noong araw ng mga puso,
Unang beses mong pinaramdam na mahalaga ako
Mga rosas na kasing bango ng pag asa ko sayo
At mga tsokolateng kasing tamis ng mga kasinungalingan mo
Di din pala magpapahuli ang sulat kamay na binigay mo…
Ang mga nakasulat ba doon ay talagang galing sa puso?
Lalo nung unang gabi na magkasama tayo
Umamin ka na gusto mo ako
Higit pa sa kaibigan…
At alam ko eto ang laro na palagi kong gusto salihan
Kahit mga mata mo’y hindi lang nakatingin sakin,
Pero pinag pasensyahan kita at yan ang malaki kong “bakit?”
Kahit magkasama tayo ngunit ang puso mo’y iba ang hinahanap,
Pero para sakin alam kong darating ang araw na ako’y magiging iyong pangarap
Kahit nung mga panahon na pinakita mo na sakin kung sino ka talaga,
Pero tinanggap kita, hindi parin ba sapat yun? Puny*ta!
Kahit merong kumakalat na balita na meron ka nang iba,
Pero pinagtanggol kita, dahil sayo’y may natitira pang tiwala
Kahit may nakita pa akong litrato ninyo ng bago mong trip na babae,
Pero eto ako umaasang magbibigay ka ng dahilan para di ako umuwing luhaan
Kahit wala kang pake na pinagmukha mo akong tanga,
Pero wala eh, hindi mo pala talaga ako mahal… sana napansin ko agad
Kahit ilang beses mong binasag ang puso ko,
Pero eto parin ako aayusin ito at ibibigay ng buo
Kahit pinaiyak mo ako ng maraming gabi pati araw,
Pero eto ako umaasa na makakalimutan ka balang araw
Kahit isa ka na naman sa mga lalaki na napadaan lang,
Pero eto ako hindi titigil magmahal
PERO HINDI NA SAYO…
Pain is the fluid that runs in my blood
Keeps me alive like flood
Your silver light made me vulnerable
Being calm with you is inevitable
But just like day you turned into night
I thought you were my knight
But just like the others, I need to fight
Saving myself from my chaotic feelings
Until I finally find healing
In a small cottage lived an old man and his beautiful daughter
Protecting her from every man of slaughter
One dark and foggy night
The old man visited the grave of his wife
Wishing from the gods that they should’ve not taken her life
A rustling sound came from his behind
There comes the Beast, not one with mankind
“I believe you have something that would delight.”
The beast said, his voice with might!
“Th-There’s nothing that would suffice your hunger, Beast.”
Uttered the old man with fear
“Too late, beautiful Belle sacrificed herself for you to live longer.”
Then the Beast went forth, left the old man with tremor
Belle’s waiting for him and when she saw him she wince
Surprised by the story that he was once a handsome prince
With each passing day, they fell deeper into each other
Belle loved the Beast unconditionally whatever’s the weather
After their wedding day, she decided to give him her humanity
In exchange of her mortality
The Beast was happy he’s a man again
But saw Belle dead with open veins and
felt a pang of pain
Then cried tears until he’s insane…
The ocean and the sky fell in love with each other
Blue is the color that they chose for one another
There are times when the ocean almost dried up
And the sky cried just to fill her up
But the sky can’t get rid of his wispy white clouds
And the ocean can’t control the caps of waves that splashes to the rocks, so loud
They want to touch,
But all they can do is stare, that’s not much
With a love that’s eternity or maybe infinity?
And that’s their only certainty…
Addicted by the sweetness of your lies
Until it’s too late for me to realize
Drowning from this indelible feeling
Trapped in this emotional reeling
Finding an escape route
I want to kill the cause, it’s root…
The words that I crave to hear
Your voice as poetic as it can be
To be awake with this confusion
Or be in slumber with only a conclusion
Burry my heart with this phony love
I followed those trail of lies from above
A mysterious soul that made you curious
Getting her felt glorious
My words are blocked by my emotions
You look enticing with those potions
I endured several layers of suffering
And yet you send me shivering
Why do you keep doing this to me?
If you’re not devoted, then let me be…
I only own half of you
Your feelings, is it true?
I only own half of you
Don’t let me feel blue
I only own half of you
Will you also say, “I do?”
I only own half of you
I can only offer my poems, nothing new
I only own half of you
Will I cry rain or dew?
I only own half of you
I hope it’s me that will make you whole…
Temporary bliss in exchange of eternal suffering
Kings and Queens of the present, slaves of damnation governing
Ravenous for gold and silver
They want it all, not a big giver
Until they feel hollow
And they see the world shallow…
Here comes the reaper
Bringing their souls deeper
Into the phases of hell
Wrecked souls bid farewell
My hymns of lamentation,
Demanding to hear this meditation
In tune with the tones of pain
Not too long for you to feel it and regain
Singing these sorrows from the heart
Which one was your favorite part?
You can choose an instrument to break me
But I’m already wrecked, can’t you see?
So come here, where emotions are mute
Play the chords of one dusty lute
Let’s form a band that performs poignantly
Until everyone hears our track of grieving
