I’m not in a position
To do a retaliation
But the pain is so unbearable
I’ve realized that I was so gullible
I was believing in a fantasy
But it was really a fallacy
I’ll have to pretend
My heart will mend
Thanks for the lesson
Now I’m a freed prisoner
No one really cared
But I’m not scared
I’m not a bad person
I don’t know the reason
I am not a demon’s child
Maybe they’re really blind?
When you fall inlove foolishness comes with it. Like when you order a cheeseburger meal. You have to order large fries and coke-float with it! Because you can never be satisfied with cheeseburger alone, right? Same goes in falling inlove. Without foolishness it is not love, it’s just infatuation or puppy love. I have this rhetorical question implanted in my head for the past few months. Do all couples in a romantic relationship really inlove? Or they just want a companion? A bestfriend? Friends with benefits? A rebound? Someone they can drag to anywhere?
Ofcourse the obvious answer is, no. Because the words “all couples” are too general. And therefore I will change my silly question. Do some couples really have “true love” in their relationship? Unconditional love,even?
Una sa lahat
Gusto kong magpasalamat
MInahal mo ako ng tapat
Naalala ko pa nga
Halos maubos ang salapi mo sa bulsa
Kakatawag buong magdamag
Naalala mo ba ng lumabas tayong dalawa?
Sabi mo pa nga Palagi mo akong maalala
Sa lugar na ating pinuntahan
Naalala mo ba nung naglakad tayo sa ulan?
Para tayong mga bata sa langsangan
Basta magkasama tayong dal’wa
Naalala mo ba yung nag’cool off tayong dalawa?
Ang sakit! Puot ang naghasik, puro galit
Naalala mo ba nung tuluyan tayong naghiwalay?
Lahat ginawa mo mabawi lang ako
Sa totoo lang
Ang hirap tapusin ng huling taludtod
Dito kasi ako nasaktan ng lubos
Paalam na at baka manumbalik pa
Ang pagmamahal na kahit minsan
Hindi ko nagawa…
You were with the storm
But please come home
Did you ever loved me?
I did, can’t you see?
Are you clouded by confusion?
Don’t take the bitch’s potion!
I know it’s too late
But I can’t pave the pain
I am consumed by my sadness
But I think you’re with your happiness
Acceptance is all I can do
So long, my boo
I feel like I’m a caged animal. A prisoner who anticipates his freedom. A dog that waits for his master, but I’m the kind of dog who can’t bear the wait. And goes to his master’s office or wherever he is. Waiting is inevitable. Like traffic or falling in love with a douche bag. I feel like I’m waiting for something astonishing and exciting. But I don’t really know what it is. And I think that’s one of the essence of life, waiting for something that is unexpected or unplanned. Like a surprise!
I’m Nicole Alexandra Chua and a newbie at blogging. I’m also a college student taking up BSBA Major in Business Economics. I just write random stuffs and poems when I’m sad or not in the mood for anything. But I also play a little piano, can sing and a sucker for novels and self-help books. Hope my posts will inspire the writer in you!