Dismal Tale

Drown me in pain until I’m soaked with anger

Don’t wait until I’m famished in a chamber

Throw me to your sea of emptiness

Until I’m full of loneliness

Your love for me disappeared with the ether

Like all the run away creatures

I’m no damsel in distress

Because there’s no knight in shining armor, I guess

I’ll just fight my own battle

To stop this juvenile prattle

TRAP DOOR

I can’t put this to words

My lips are pursed

I don’t know what’s wrong?

You, who is taking it too long

Or me, who’s just going along

I just need a quick repair

From a damage caused by despair

I don’t know what to feel anymore

I just fell in a trap door

TRUTH BE TOLD

Wake me up in this erroneous dream

Bring me back into the reality of the beam

Blasting the volume of this broken-hearted song

Hoping that I’ll be deaf to my own despair for that long

Trusting is suicidal

Like permanent fatal

I’m choking in my own salty tears

Because I can feel that our ending is near

Maybe one day when we meet again

We can make things right by then

DEPRIVED

I crave for your endearment

But instead, you’re feeding me with your temperament

What you’re doing to my soul…

Is more than torture!

You left a dent

That I can’t protect

Can anyone absorb this heavy feeling?

Consume this dark being

Caress this ill soul

Feed her, with the last drop of gold

this means goodbye

I was paralyzed like a streek

Did you hear me weep?

All I want is to protect you

But I think you don’t want that too

Can you explain

Why did you changed?

Is it really wrong?

I don’t think I’m that strong

Acceptance is hard

Like running a yard

Tell me the truth

Please, don’t be rude

I’m in deep pain

But you still add a gain

I don’t know what to do

So I’ll just move-on without you

Wonder

How can I get enough of you?

When I know it will be over soon

How can an emotional wreck love you?

When all she can do is hurt you

How can I please you?

When there is nothing I can do

How can you love me like this?

When you deserve more than this

Can’t Let Go

Why are you still holding on?

When it is just plain wrong

What else can you not understand?

You should know where you stand

Why won’t you accept the truth?

That he is not into you

Where is this all leading to?

I don’t have a clue

Realize

I can’t stop the tears

Maybe because of the fears

That I am dreading for years

You caused the sadness in me

That I know you can’t see

I want you to realize

That those are not lies

I think it’s a poem

I’m not in a position

To do a retaliation

But the pain is so unbearable

I’ve realized that I was so gullible

I was believing in a fantasy

But it was really a fallacy

I’ll have to pretend

My heart will mend

Thanks for the lesson

Now I’m a freed prisoner

OMYGEE IT’S A “TULA”!!!

Pamagat: Alaala

Una sa lahat

Gusto kong magpasalamat

Kahit papaano

MInahal mo ako ng tapat

Naalala ko pa nga

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Kakatawag buong magdamag

Naalala mo ba ng lumabas tayong dalawa?

Saya diba?

Sabi mo pa nga Palagi mo akong maalala

Sa lugar na ating pinuntahan

Naalala mo ba nung naglakad tayo sa ulan?

Para tayong mga bata sa langsangan

Walang pakialam

Basta magkasama tayong dal’wa

Naalala mo ba yung nag’cool off tayong dalawa?

Ang sakit! Puot ang naghasik, puro galit

Naalala mo ba nung tuluyan tayong naghiwalay?

Lahat ginawa mo mabawi lang ako

Sa totoo lang

Ang hirap tapusin ng huling taludtod

Dito kasi ako nasaktan ng lubos

Paalam na at baka manumbalik pa

Ang pagmamahal na kahit minsan

Hindi ko nagawa…